People have been dumping on me and treating me like shit my whole life. It’s made me into the anxious self-hating idiot that I am today. I do the best I can and still can never just be. I try to numb the pain with alcohol and drugs and cutting but it never lasts long enough. 

I just want to hide away because everyday that I have to live like this feels so painful and unbearable. I don’t trust anyone and I can’t open up to people enough to make friends and I don’t trust that anyone would like me, because I don’t like myself. 

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  1. houseofdolls posted this